Happy New Year everyone! Yeah, a bit late. Oh well.
This is going to be one my “feelings” posts, so if you ever find the urge to retch becoming powerful, you’d best stop reading.
I’ve never really been good at expressing myself, especially when girls are involved, and even more especially when I’m dating said girls. Even once we’re well past first base, I still find it a little hard to just sit down and tell her how I feel. Of course, I’ve only dated, what, two girls, so I’m not expecting to be an expert or anything. But I still find it odd that I can’t just tell my girlfriend how I feel about her. And why not? Am I afraid of some sort of rejection? It’s really just silly. I’ve made out with her, for crying out loud, I should be able to talk to her.
For the most part, I’m talking about Lindsay here. But I also realize that I was the same way back in sophomore year, when I dated Becca. Now, what I’m about to say may violate common sense, but I’ve got to say it anyways:
Becca and Lindsay, you two are the best things that ever happened to me. I’d never dream of hurting either of you. If I never made that clear before, I’m saying it now. Thanks.
All right, I’m done. We now return you to your regularly scheduled program, whatever that may be.
